Day 325

Today's been one of those days. You know, the days where nothing goes right. You can't hang onto a thing whether it's your cell phone or a french fry. Your attitude needs an adjustment, and you just hate yourself. That's what today was for me. It had it's ups...but there were also some tears. It's now 3:11am, and I probably should be asleep - as I think exhaustion has something to do with my mood...but instead, I'm going to write my blog. You see, I'm working on set tomorrow, and my call time is probably going to be around 8 or 9pm as it's a night shoot, so the later I stay up now...is probably the better.

This morning I woke up to my Mom's music. It was 11 o'clock. I eventually got myself ready, and after following my Mom to the garage in my Mazda, I hopped in the Jag, and did my make up. The two of us went to Starbucks, and also to Walmart. Then we went to pick Hagan - my 4 year old cousin - at Day care. When we got there, he was so excited to see us. "Judy!" He called out. The ladies who work there told us that they'd been hearing all day, about us picking him up and bringing him to Starbucks. He was so excited.

We drove to Starbucks, where Hagan asked me to sit in the big comfy chair right next to him. When we finished our drinks and cookies, we walked around a couple of the shops until Caldo arrived to collect Hagan. They went home, and my Mom and I stopped at the grocery store. My Mom was just picking a few things up, so I stayed in the car. She dropped me at the pub on the way home, and I went in to wait for her and my Dad to come back in for dinner. I had a conversation with the chef, and once we'd eaten, my Mom, Dad and I walked up the hill and home.

I changed my outfit, and did my nails. Then I checked some e-mails before my Mom drove me back down. I had a bit of a breakdown in the car - to do with me hating myself right now - and then I went into the pub to meet up with Stephen and Carly, and some other people. Once the bar was closed down, we skipped Charlie Don't Surf, and headed straight for the OB. It was band night there, and let me tell you...the band was awesome. They play at Jimmy Flynn's every now and then too, but this was the first time I'd heard them. We had a really good time, and I became addicted to a game on the Iphone called "Angry Birds". At one point, I was offered money to drive a drunk couple home. I did it, and Carly came with me so I wouldn't have to walk back on my own. Thank God she did, as it was at least a 15 minute walk. We jumped in her car after trudging up hill in heels, and I drove it back down towards the OB. We parked out back, went in for about 15 minutes, and then drove home.

Now I'm lying in bed, and my eyes are burning...so, although I'm doing a night shoot tomorrow...I'm going to sleep now. Good Night xx