Day 130

I am not currently in the best frame of mind. In fact, I'm losing what little mind I have left.

Ok so since writing that sentence, I've eaten (almost been sick), had a conversation with Josh and Zach, and have had a chocolate pudding that I didn't need, nor did I enjoy...to calm me down. My tummy is gurgling :S

I'm watching the Orlando auditions of American Idol now, but let me tell you about my day. After all, you must be wondering about my new adventure :p Oh but before I start...this guy's pretty! Hahaha for any of you who watch it, you'll know him as Theo...the guy with the feather and the make up...and of course, his costume would not be complete without the sparkly cape. I'm not sure if he's good. He needs to sing something else. And this guy's his assistant? Is that the new term for someone's beard? I like Seth Rollins. The guy who's 28 with the son who was diagnosed with autism. Oooh Coming up...the most dramatic episode! I'm excited. I wouldn't mind going on there, sucking so bad that they say no, and then crying just to get a hug from Ryan. I also like Shelby, the last audition from Day 1. Wow Jay Stone the guy that beat boxed to the Beatles Come Together was AMAZING!! And a YES to a guy just cuz he split his pants? hahaha what is that all about? Ok enough about that...

This morning did not start off well at all. More troubles with Josh and his homework. Zach didn't want to eat his breakfast, and Nathaniel had to watch the making of Madagascar instead of doing his times tables, because he was going to a friends after school/before Judo, and would not have time to do his Madagascar project after all that. So AGAIN homework before school, and no one was listening to me. I was really trying to figure out what I was doing here. If no one listens to me, is there any point in Heloise and Tim paying me? My day had just started, and I was already close to tears. I got everyone ready on time, and we drove Heloise to Angels before going to the boys' school. After everyone was where they were supposed to be, I came home to grab the equipment for my new adventure. I then headed to the high street.

I parked the car, met up with some ladies who were clearly headed to the same place as I was, and walked into the village hall. I was going to...are you ready for this?...JAZZERCISE!

IT WAS AWESOME! I will be going back every Tuesday and Thursday. Wednesdays, I have something different in store ;) But I can't tell you about that just yet :p I will run Mondays and Fridays.

When I finished my class, I came home and did my wii fit, then had my cereal and showered. I watched an episode of American Idol, and headed to Braintree for a Starbucks. When I pulled into the parking lot, I got out of the car, and the first person I saw...some random guy who was unlocking his van, turned to me and said "Good shoes!" I was wearing my black and white lace up boots that look like converse. It was really nice. I got to Starbucks and ordered my drink. It was delicious, and so relaxing. I wrote a letter, and after about half an hour, I left to pick Heloise up.

The two of us drove to get the boys from school. I got hugs from Zoe, and Rafi was "talking" to me about trains. He's so cute and is apparently excited for me to babysit him next Friday :D We came home with Josh, an annoying friend of his, and Zach. The ride home was interesting, and when we got home...that's when I really began losing my mind. I won't go into too much detail about that though.

It was then that I began my blog. Breaking in between with things to do, other things have happened. For instance...the last few days, there's been a spider in my bathroom. I went in one day and freaked cuz he wasn't where I saw him last. - I do not like when spiders are on the lose - Anyway, it turned out he was just in the little hole in the blind. When I go in in the mornings, if he is not hanging there, he is in the hole. I decided tonight that he's getting pretty comfy. In fact, he's made a pretty nice web for himself. He's clearly gonna be around for a while, and as long as he sticks to our agreement and doesn't wander...we can be friends. I have called him Jerry.

Anyway, I better go watch the end of Idol so that I can sleep. I should be asleep already. What am I doing?!?! Speak to you tomorrow. Good Night xx